If I could take tomorrow off work I'd

tell my husband to take off to so we can spend some quality time together...like stay in bed all day and just cuddle...or you know what (shhhhh). You see I love attention and most of all I love attention from my hubby. (A lot of it) It just seems he has been so busy lately...or he has a lot on his mind.

We used to go out to happy hour once a week and go out dancing or something at least twice a month...but lately we haven't been. My mom normally babysits but lately she has a social calendar so we really need to find a babysitter other than her...but that gets expensive...10 bucks an hour plus the money you spend going out.

I mentioned this to him yesterday and he said he used to look forward to going out (I was the one who wanted to stay in) dancing but lately it hasn't been on his mind.

It's his friends fault! He loves him more than me!!! (JK)
He recently found his best friend from the military a few months ago and you know what...he is consuming my husbands time. (I don't mind really I am very glad they are close again but it best not interupt my alone time). They talk several times throughout the day; they are working on a screen play together so they are constantly talking and here is Rachel waiting in the wings. I love that they have reconnected and I am flying his friend in for my hubby's 40th birthday next month; it was supposed to be a surprise but I blew it...I know I know I told you I like to talk and it just came out.

But I miss us going out; being alone, him groping me, dancing, having cocktails...we are crazy like that.

HELLO...I'm your sexy wife remember????

But I did just get a text from him...

"hey baby you want thighs in cream sauce tonight?"

Ok-is he talking about sex or dinner? I do love this chicken dish he cooks with wine, cream, mushrooms, peas etc...and he must be asking because he wants to take the chicken out before he leaves for work...so I reply:

"Yum My thighs"

and he wrote back "Mmmm"

I love my hubby, my best friend, my honey bunches of oats...I'm just overeacting because it's not all about me...but I'll be patient...it's going to be hard...but I'll be ok.

Thanks MamaKat

Reocurring Dreams

I have had so many dreams where I am desperately trying to get home because my kids are left alone. I am not sure of why I dream this considering my kids are young enough I would never leave them by themselves.

However I have a dream where I am in my car and I can't get home. Either there is massive traffic or road blocks. I decide to get out and run home but again more road blocks...running into people who somehow need my help but I can't stop I have to get home. I would keep running and fall and try to get up but I couldn't. I would fall in quick sand...all kinds of crazy stuff.

...and then I wake up...run into my kids rooms and there they are sleeping soundly.

I have had this dream so often...I know it's not about my kids as your dreams are symbolic of something...aren't they? You know a sign...maybe it's a sign I need to work out; you know to build stronger muscles...maybe run. This way I am stronger and can protect my family.

But then my hubby tells me typically when you have these running dreams where you get no where is typically because your feet are underneath the covers.

Thank goodness...I didn't want to have to start working out today! I like his idea better.

Ok-I'll start by walking...and then work up to it...Rome wasn't built in a day people!

Thanks MamaKat